Where Is The Most Beautiful Place I’ve Ever Stood?
The most beautiful place I’ve ever stood is in my own shoes.
And that’s a big deal to me, for me to say, because I used to hate myself because I was overweight.
Now I am thankful everyday to be who I am..
Have this story, and do my Life’s work as a wellness whiz and posi-gal.
Self discovery is the most rewarding journey there is.
Because I didn’t love myself and I wanted the “quick/easy” fixes, I learned the difference between “weight loss” and “fat loss” the hard way.
I lost 80 lbs on the scale but I lost muscle mass too = loose skin.
So now I’m on a muscle building journey to regain my muscle and strength.
Idc about the number on the scale anymore!
I care about my strength and true health.
So I started training with Meagan, which was a true push and challenge for me!
During the week it was up to me to keep up to stay ready for my Muscle Building Sessions w/ Meagan because she never plays!
Lol, she pushes!
My arms and legs were literally shaking at some points and Meagan never let me give up when she saw I was fighting.
I would still feel the workouts two days later, and sore AF but it was all worth it.
I could choose to be “mad” at myself for “doing it wrong”…
I could be mad at myself for having to jump on yet ANOTHER fitness regimen, but I’m not.
This muscle rebuilding / body transformation journey has shown me that I am in control, and it’s truly all about My decisions. My actions. It only works if I do. It’s way beyond “wanting” and “wishing.”
With that said, I choose to look at This as an opportunity to start again, and Be even better because I know more about myself, the science of food and fitness. And plus, I am still super far from where I used to be to be proud of already.
And I still have plenty of time to get where I wanna be- and to look forward to!